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    April 28

    Update

    又是若干天没有更新。现在胡乱发一篇。没有主题。
     
    上周二我去看了北方昆曲剧院在大礼堂的演出。本来想写个评论。结果没抽出空。两出戏:《青冢记·昭君出塞》和《牡丹亭·游园惊梦》。后者比前者好听点。总的来说不是我喜欢的风格。我喜欢更软糯一点的南方戏(如《谁料皇榜中状元》)或者更伶牙俐齿一点的北方戏(如《四郎探母》),最讨厌一个字唱起来没完没了啊没完没了啊没完没了啊(所谓三叹)。
    《游园惊梦》唱词实在有趣。杜小姐梦中在花园碰见了柳小生,问他做什么的,柳就说,姐姐,我特别爱你!于是二人就到花丛中xxoo去了……古代妇女果然思想比较开放。
     
    我把要接着往下写什么给忘了。
     
    啊对了,我在实验室挂机,有时会开msn。但我不一定在机器旁边。万一跟我说话没有被回答,那基本上是我不在(当然,也有可能是我正忙着没空说话)。
    实验室挂机很方便,但是我机器有毛病,常常自己重启。偶尔不知道是机器抽风了还是有人给断电了,反正它就关了。
     
    我写不下去了。就这样吧。我不知道风往哪个方向吹,我也不知道未来飘来什么地方,我连眼前都一片迷雾,我对一些东西彻底失去信任。然而我执迷不悟。
     
    哦对,今天做了俩关于结婚时间的测试。一个说我适合三年后结婚。一个专门给女生的测试说我是“10几岁的早婚型”,说我“内心还很幼稚,对结婚持有很大的梦想,是将结婚想象成家家酒般(不懂)的一型。一旦恋爱凡事皆不深入考虑就结婚,可以相当适应婚姻生活。但是婚前和男性交往时,一旦被背叛,就会对婚姻产生猜疑,容易失去结婚的机会。要注意。”阿姨我早过了10几岁了。阿姨我的十几岁全奉献给初恋了,从还不懂事的13岁开始,九年半强烈的爱一个人,十年未满啊。可能就差那最后半年,不然世界就美好了。哈哈,开玩笑啦,真再坚持半年世界也还一样。时间的选择就是历史。阿姨我觉得还是三年这个现实点。今年没戏,明年渺茫,后年再不嫁我爹妈都该急了。
    April 23

    请听沧浪声

    我没找到合适的地方放这个音频文件。K版有人上传了一个,于是我就挂他们的链接了。不过貌似播放不了?
    地址是沧浪.mp3
    实在放不了的话大家自己去下载吧。
    April 21

    沧浪

    是否一篇粗糙的日志对不起我越来越多的读者?我现在脑子乱蓬蓬的。没有好词句给大家了。就把我一个老朋友的原创歌贴上,这歌词胜过我千言万语。
    沧浪
    词:宋  冰
    曲:刘汝佳
    案上弦转弹过细雨轻 渺渺唱腔咿呀
    遥想卷中清风绰明月 最销尘世浮华
    琵琶风月锦绣 繁华凉初透
    长夜离歌声骤 谁盏青梅酒
    看世间山水万重 我只身过天涯
    弹一曲悲欢离合江湖相忘何来牵挂
    谁与我琴瑟和鸣 共栖春风不老
    演一出游园惊梦传说中的暮暮朝朝
    檐上雪落浸入青苔深 依依水袖如花
    还忆当年绿水绕远山 堪解岁月疲乏
    琵琶风月锦绣 繁华凉初透
    翩翩伊人难留 一岸海棠瘦
    看世间山水万重 我只身过天涯
    弹一曲悲欢离合江湖相忘何来牵挂
    谁与我琴瑟和鸣 共栖春风不老
    演一出游园惊梦传说中的暮暮朝朝
    沧浪心沉吟至今 等离人回首
    沧浪清悠悠我心 任岁月残旧
    沧浪烟波独饮 豫章水一勺
    落鸿湖上归隐 愿此生逍遥
    我周六去看了校园歌手大赛决赛。我是周四才发现刘汝佳要去参加,而且是原创歌手,很是惊讶。
    我大一的时候认识的这个跟我同届的计算机系男生,当时我和他一起给生物系吴庆余老师准备新出的书画插图。
    他很低调,我记得他跟我说他很不喜欢那些有点成绩就挂嘴边的人。我从他那里只知道他是那年清华派出参加某国际计算机竞赛的两支队伍中一队的队长,而且在写一本关于算法的书。后来从在计算机系的中学同学那里我才知道,他是一个非常“牛”的人,他的名字在计算机系这样强者辈出的大系如雷贯耳,每个人都知道他。其牛的程度,我想不必多形容了。
    后来一度失去联系,偶尔在学校里见到,打个招呼。
    我一直以为他本科毕业要出国走,结果后来却从计算机系的同学那里听说他留在学校读研了。我听说他后来变得很“默默”了,不知真假。
    就这样猛然再获知他的消息,却是在另一个舞台的顶尖上。
    赛前我在K版小猪写的前瞻里看到歌词,就已经被感动。很想去听听刘汝佳把它唱出来。可我错过了订票。
    然而天不绝人愿,我很幸运的从renk那里得到一张脸脸给的亲友团票,于是就很幸运的坐在了舞台靠前左边的位置——这里离演员进出的门很近,我想也许能碰见刘汝佳,跟他说句加油。
    演出开始前,还是见到他了。不过,没认出来。他比原来胖了点,脸上稍微化了妆,特白,胡子也刮得干净,最要命的,穿了件普通得不能再普通的白色大汗衫,就是那种老头衫。我真没以为他会穿成这样上台,在他从我旁边经过时,我就一直盯着他,心里想,这个人长得真像刘汝佳,不过比他白胖……
    巧得很,脸脸除了自己的参赛曲目,居然还是刘汝佳的伴唱,于是我就重新得知了他的手机号,不过那时他们已经都唱完了。
    刘汝佳第六个出场,除了背景音乐,现场有长笛、琵琶,和两男两女四个伴唱。曲子悠扬动人,扣人心弦。或许是我们同是那一辈清华人的缘故,或许是我从大一就认识他的缘故,或许是曲调里那遥远的忧伤,或许这一切都有,这歌这歌者,牵我心回已尘封的过去,又似梦非梦的穿越时间渡回现在。喜乐哀怒,爱恋恨伤,如烟雾缭绕眼前,不觉间泪已滚落,灼在手上。
    “看世间山水万重,我只身过天涯。弹一曲悲欢离合江湖相忘何来牵挂。
      谁与我琴瑟和鸣,共栖春风不老。演一出游园惊梦传说中的暮暮朝朝。”
    长歌,长歌。泪落,泪落。非同感者,谁解歌者心?
    “沧浪心沉吟至今,等离人回首。沧浪清悠悠我心,任岁月残旧。”
    或许在这样的花样年龄叹沧桑略显矫情。不过岁月磨蚀,我已经不是当年的我,青葱不在,谁又还是当年的谁呢?
    “落鸿湖上归隐,愿此生逍遥。”
    归隐……这两个字于我意味太多。有人曾对我说过很久满心一志盼归隐,到头来不过仍恋繁花浮尘。可笑我当时那么相信。
    这两句,吟唱着我的愿望。平淡即逍遥。
     
    很高兴,刘汝佳已经答应稍后把录好的歌给我。所以大家也可以盼望一下那古朴悠远的旋律与清扬如风的声音了。
    April 19

    关键字:变形金刚~忙~法参议员文章~清华

    隆重推荐——汽车系学生节车夜狂欢的开场节目变形金刚
    这个视频做得太赞了!震撼就两个字!
     
    好几天没有更新了。我最近特别忙。不过正因为事情多,精神状态还蛮好。
     
    之前打算继续翻译对金晶的采访,还没翻。不知道再翻会不会“过气”?
    此外看见一篇法国社会党籍前部长、现任参议员梅朗雄(Jean-Luc Melenchon)的文章,很清醒的观点和论述,推荐一下:
    顺便说不是因为他跟我观点基本一致所以我就很舒坦的推荐。我不排斥不同的声音,但总得有站得住脚的道理,总得了解一些历史和事实,总不能把矛盾歪曲和扩大,更不能给暴力添上自由的光环。
     
    今天我妈妈来了!*^^*中午和我妈妈、四姨、我表姐一起吃的午饭。好开心*^^*
    回宿舍路上经过经管楼,两树玉兰已经完全变成两树绿叶。
    机械系正办第一届“研究节”(Research Day),他们系馆门前摆了很多展板。我停下来看了看,有些研究成果看着蛮有意思的。比如利用碳纳米管粉末和有机材料混合改善材料特性。他们系跟我们系很多东西相通,他们也做机器人,也做无损检测等等。
    有点感慨这是自己在清华呆的最后几个月了。春天还没觉着过完,夏天就要到了。季节的更替,园子里景色的变化,循环往复。
    前几天跟一个北大本科+清华研究生的师兄讨论这两所学校的景色。我还是喜欢清华(显然),他还是喜欢北大。我说是因为他本科在北大,先有了感情了。
    本科一二年级那会儿也曾时不时去北大玩。未名湖的夜色是很动人的。清静的湖面上倒映着周遭的灯火,在细不能察的微风吹拂下碎成一片温柔的灿烂。
    不过我就是喜欢清华。呵呵,土豹子。从我上中学的时候第一次到清华参观就已经爱上这里了。那时风过高杨的呼唤至今仍在我心里。大概从那个时候我的心就长在园子里了,所以高考填志愿的时候只填了清华一所学校。我爱这地方,爱这里的一切。那些高大笔直的杨树,是我的爱人,是我的心之所属。而那悄生在隅、淡开如雾的紫白花丛,是我灵魂休憩的床。看着那涨满眼帘的淡紫花雾,我会觉得我就在那地下,在朝阳初醒时敛雾成人,在夜月低吟时回归其中。
    写着写着把自己感动了,神游至“天堂”(The Secret Garden ;))若干分钟。哈哈。忽然发现我把自己写成花仙子了,笑。我是那高杨脚下一株小小的二月兰,我爱那高杨,我爱他安静的呼吸,我爱他临风吟唱,我和他的心一起跳动,我的根长在他的根上。
    April 12

    4月14日,音乐剧《Rebecca》

    水木音乐剧版排的德语音乐剧Rebecca终于要上演了。
    4月14日,大礼堂,物理系的学生节,第四个节目。晚会7:00开始,我们的节目大概在7:50开始。
    因为人手不够,我们去掉了合唱,我负责放音乐,蓝蓝放字幕。我们的三个主演特别赞,特别强大。尤其扮演"Ich"的小mm,堪与原唱媲美。
    欢迎参观^_^
     
    最近两天我事情太多了,忙头忙尾忙得我的大脑袋都又大了一圈。那所以先这样吧。
    April 09

    The Truth You Don't Know - What Happened When the Torch Was In Paris

    To foreigners who know nothing about China and to compatriots who are not aware of what's happening to Tibet, to the Olympics and to our country:
    There is truth you should know but you don't. You could choose your side: either shouting "Liberty! Equality! Fraternity!" blindly with your hearts covered by distorted stories or make a fair and clear judgement after you have made sure you know the truth.
    The following passage is my direct translation of what a Chinese student experienced in Paris, just two days ago. Later on I'll post the translation of the interview with the torchbearer girl. She is indeed a good girl. I would say, I am so touched by her and I've never been so proud that I'm Chinese. My classmates and friends abroad, you are encouraged to copy this translation and post it anywhere you like to let the truth be known. Any proper correction could be made to the translation according to the original words.
    I went to the locale this noon, with my heart depressed. And I hit a mob.
    On this land outside of China, Tibet Separatists and the Anti-Olympics could express their opinions and show themselves in front of the cameras of the journalists from various countries, just as we could carry our national flag to support the Olympics.
    Unfortunately there was too much violence today.
    I was by the Seine River near the Eiffel Tower. The torchbearer was a young girl whose leg was amputated. Another woman and a man were by her side protecting her. Nearly every 5 seconds somebody would dash up trying to scratch the torch. It was extremely difficult for them to move on. In order to protect the young girl and evade the mobs for a while, the woman and the man pushed her wheelchair to a narrow place between two cars by the roadside, right in front of me. Just then a mob suddenly rushed to the girl to scratch the torch. The woman and the man were blocked by the cars and could not get close. The brave girl lowered her head and turned her back to the mob to protect the torch. The mob then began to pull her arms and attack her. At that moment I had nothing in my mind but instictively rushed up to pull him and hit him with my camera. Then another people came to hit the mob (fortunately he's not coming to hit me) and a French policeman finally took the mob away. All these happened in such a short moment! The torchbearer girl raised her head again with her beautiful eyes shining. A Chinese girl by my left shouted "Come on! Be strong!" Then I came back to myself and shouted with her "Come on! Come on!". At that minute tears ran down my face. I was grieved and indignant. A defenceless, even disalbed young girl would be their attacking target? There was no basic humanitarianism. In the political activities, there are always mobs who use democracy and
    freedom to cover their violence.
    PS: My camera was broken due to the hitting.
    原文如下:
    中午去了现场,心情沉重,更打了暴徒份子
    在这个不是中国的地盘上,zd支持者们和反奥运者可以表达自己的意见,愿意在各国记者的摄像机前展示也没有人拦着;就像我们的人拿着国旗支持奥运一样。
    但不幸的是今天的活动掺杂了太多的暴力。
    我在艾菲尔铁塔出来后的那段河边,火炬手是个一条腿被截肢的年轻的姑娘,另还有一男和一女保护,几乎隔5秒就冲出一个人试图去抢火炬,前进的道路异常艰难,于是为了保护这位姑娘,那一男和一女就将轮椅暂且推到了路边停放的两辆汽车中间的辖道缝隙避一避,正在我的面前。此时从路边突然冲出一个暴徒去抢火炬,而保护她的一男一女因汽车挡着无法近身,勇敢的姑娘低下头让出自己的背保护火炬,暴徒就拉扯她的胳膊还打她,那一刻我脑子里啥都没有,本能的冲上去拉拽那个暴徒,用手里的相机打他。随后我左边又有一个人冲过来打那个暴徒(还好不是打我的),还有一个法国警察过来最终把暴徒揪走了。这一切都只发生在瞬间!火炬手姑娘重新抬起头,大眼睛中含着泪水,我左边的一个中国女生向她高喊:加油,要坚强!我才缓过神来,也喊到:加油,加油!此时我的眼泪才唰的一下下来,我很悲愤,一个手无寸铁的女生,更何况是个残疾人,也要打?起码的人道主义都没有。政治运动中,永远有一些暴徒打着民主与自由的旗帜进行暴力行动。
    PS:我的相机被打坏了
    April 07

    蒸发

    人间蒸发了两天……信也没收,手机也没开。我手机快欠费停机了,我就趁机给关了……想了半天要不要干脆趁机换个号码。然后小心翼翼的开机看了一下,收到若干条短信,某些让我对关机行为懊悔死了懊悔死了。
    懊悔得我把手机又关上了,现在不敢开了都><生怕再有什么更懊悔。
    弱人一个><
    今天早上改去老馆自习。我以为人得特多还要早占座呢。枉我紧张了半天,现在的老馆都没什么人。一上午都是到处充满座位。
    中午时候拖着没去吃饭,好玩的是坐我斜对面的学生似乎在跟我耗着看谁能坚持自习不去吃饭。我们这一桌,别人都走光了。然后我看一眼表,他也看一眼。最后终于我妥协了,收拾东西离开。我也没看那个学生,不知道他是否心里在想“耶~我终于扛过你了!”
    555我还是开机吧。不过就几毛钱了。暂时不向这两天联系我未果的朋友们一一道歉了……我真愚蠢><

    The Beautiful White Bird

    I saw a beautiful beautiful little white bird on the way.
    She was standing singing on the branch of an olive.
    She was so delicately beautiful. Her feathers were almost made of snowy crystal. And her eyes sparkled like two dark jets.
    The songs from her mouth spread ripples in the air and aroused some invisible blossoms...
    Oh yes I could not see them, but I sensed the smell of pure and sweet honey. And I can feel, the tenderness and kindness in her chirp.

    How I wish to take her away!
    How I wish to take her home and keep her mine!
    But I'm just a poor man with no property. What could I give her as a home? What could I use to comb her shining hair? Or what should I give her for food?
    Oh you little bird, I could only let you land on my shoulders and walk with me under the sky. I could only touch you with my rough fingers and feed you with the dew on the morning leaves.
    Therefore I'd rather let you be you, you beautiful little creature, you beautiful little spirit.

    Suddenly a golden net fell. Your songs stopped, your body got bound.
    A well dressed man tackled you softly from the net and put you into a gold cage.
    The cage was nice and shining, with even little furnitures that I could never imagine.
    The man looked at you with an indescribable smile, and you chirped back.
    All this time I was standing stoned beside. The man turned his face at me as if he's not looking at me.
    The next moment he took you away.

    Your feathers were still giving off tender white light through the gold barriers of the cage and you started to chirp again, but the light and the songs went farther and farther away.

    I don't know, what is good for you.
    I could not give you a gold roof, but would you prefer seeing the stars and the moon directly when the night put on its dark blue velour gown?
    I told myself if time could fly back I'd take you and cage you in my heart. But after all, it's a cage.
    And how could time fly back anyway.
    April 01

    招募减肥盟军

    本人,球状天使猪一颗,正通过各种途径瘦身塑形。
    为给自己更多动力和压力,现征胖子若干,共同减肥。
    也欢迎已经减肥成功的窈窕人士留下你们宝贵的减肥方案供他人参观学习。

    欲加入减肥盟军者请在本篇后添加评论回复*^_^*